It's late. Not too late, but late in the sense that I have to wake up for work in a few hours and if anyone knows me, I need my sleep!! I made the mistake of reading up on this new medicine I was infused with three weeks ago. First mistake I made was not researching before I took it because I was too/nervous/overwhelmed/anxious to feel better that I just listened to what my (sometimes aggressive) doctor says without thinking. Anywho, just reading about how the meds haven't been passed yet for MS treatment and all the cautions and possible symptoms was a lil frightful for me. Almost scarier than just watching a scary movie at this time of night.
Not knowing what's happening with my body, with or without meds, has been the scariest/overwhelming/nerve racking/shitty/annoying part of this unbelievable journey I'm on. I have decided to start this blog, 426 days after my diagnosis, because I hope that maybe, just maybe I can help someone like myself by sharing my story. It has been a very difficult road so far and I don't expect anything to get easier, but I hope by writing I can help get my mind off of my body because it has become so overwhelming and distracting (hence why I'm still awake).
Goodnight world!
Share your secrets. Share your story.
- morgan
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